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My vengeance had been for many reasons and none from it revolved around their making our relationship.

My vengeance had been for many reasons and none from it revolved around their making our relationship.

Nikki

To Jen, Leigh and Lisa, it helps to a degree reading your posts as I sit here in bed alone writing this. For me personally that is still raw…….it’s 5am into the early early morning and proper rest is evading me still. I must somehow find a way to get into work today cope with it despite the fact that my mind is processing a variety of confusing thoughts….from him resting so he is stable to the fact I actually hate what his done all the lies and the fact I’m ashamed of what I’ve put up with over the years and let go to end up being cheated on……..I have a good friend who I am seeing today who I have off loaded onto and she has been fantastic but she has a husband and 2 kids and basically her life is good they are good people……..so I feel it’s to much to overload her with…..basically I’m feeling alone in this even though I know I’m technically not with her to him I know having to come back as at the end of the day he works down here to a mixture of I need to be nice. It is assists stuff that is wring right right right here.

Because of the method I’m 50 also to be around in this position that is not my fault sucks…..Men are shits actually, that which you state about integrity does work We have maybe perhaps not done this i will be maybe not really a liar and I also gets more powerful .